i miss evie very much!

i haven't seen evie since 4/14. it's been almost a month... she's grown so much - outgrowing the clothes and shoes she had before i left, or so i was told. i can't really tell how much she's grown. She's not very enthusiastic when she sees me on Skype now though. Soon she will forget who ma ma is or what it means. i feel kinda stuck here, and very sad, whenever i think of her. i want to bring her over as soon as i can, but when is that going to be? when will i be able to take care of her myself?? i have no answers, just a lot of questions. and i wish she could be here with her mom and dad.